ii lurve my today alot =)
physically, i am dead tired..
reali !!
cant stop yawrning..
but spiritually, i am so refresh mann.


learn reali alot today..
reali alot..
actually, i wana post lyrics, bible verses on blog de..
however, i am reali lazy lar.
wahahahas.
jus that, everything seems so meaningful to me today.
wahahahas.
i was wondering, those who harden their hearts and didnt learn as much today..
jus too bad lor, cos u've missed out big time, and time will not turn back jus for ur sake.


i was thinking...
sometimes, during sermon, when God spoke, as a shepherd, we tend to tik that this way.. "this is for her, hope she will respond!"
hurr, haha... sounds familiar eh?
but i have made a decision, i wana listen for my sake.
as in, not that i am selfish and i dun bother abt my flock anymore lar..
however, God need to speak to me 1st b4 i can pastor my flocks.
and and and, i mus position myself for HIM to speak.
as i am listening, of cos i pray that my flocks are listening as well, as i learn, they learn, as i respond, they respond too!
however, if u choose not to, there is nth much i can do, no point for me to be distracted jus bcos u choose to be spiritually deaf..


i duno y leh...
felt alot abt time..
as in, cos time is one thing that, once its gone,its gone.
there will only be one '1st july 2006' and i very scared that i will miss out, esp today is a sat.
a 'set-aside' day to mit God.
so wats the point if i have miss it hur?
and and and.. if God spoke, and i didnt catch it, kicking myself a million times will definelty not work!


anyway, we have a convert today!!
hurray!!
praise God =)
in jesus name, she will be connected to this warmth family of god =p
our precious~


ting have to be eager in learning~
she cant be passive, cos when she is eager, she gained.
she cant forfeit herself by being so passive ..
be an active learner!


two person, same room,same preacher
different attitudes, different agendas, different level of expectancy..
walk out..
different level of joy, different life.
one noe God more, one din..
one noes the ans, e other still lost.
one has already pick herself up, one, still thinks that she's hurt.
all i can say is....
too bad for the one that miss out.
ting pity u.
so wad can i do?
cry together? -nahz
laugh at u? -nahz
pity u? -nahz
oh oh, den wat can i do?
NOTHING.


i lurve my God.
he is so wonderful =)
he loves me!